Saturday, December 15, 2007
my long sentimental/emo post
just had a sudden urge to write tis long post:
ok, im gonna let more ppl know abt this blog other than the morning clique(CJians DUN link me though, roy included)... and need to blog more frequently unlike some ppl(*coughs*eugene*coughs*), will learn to bitch in code... and... er... will spread the hate for Geovenn Christos Lim (for frns like gabby n all josephians) and also to warn everyone of certain ppl..
wad im gonna write may seem to others that im being a bitch and all, but hey, im trying to improve my Earth(ltc ppl noe wth im saying). i mean wld u rather tell the truth though it may seem blunt or do u wanna be a hypocrite?
why does it seem that the most hypocritical of ppl are always those that appear innocent, naive, sweet, 'ppl-loved'?
i'll tell u why.... its coz they know they wont ever be doubted, coz who wld ever tink that the childlike angelic creature could Bloody backstab someone? thus, they bitch, backstab all they wan, and be the true masters of hypocrisy...
primary sch wasnt tat bad, guess tats y i loved it so, i do miss josh the perv, he changed so much to jesse the girly man.. in sec sch, everyone started off fine, den suddenly at a pt in time, friendship seem so fickle, someone kept changing who her best frns were, n outcasting did take place, but no one meant for it to spread to such a large degree.. till now, i have no idea why like the entire sch was in on it..
anyway,
back to backstabbing ppl, i wld have to sae for one that the nxt class teacher was quite a bitch, Ms P*, she did cause alot of trouble in the staff rm and she hated E1(bias act cute teacher), HER class pets(bootlickers) ended up like her too i would sae. those anti-her became my gd frns..
G* kept tinking i was competing with her in everything, but wads there to compete? i dun really find the need to compete with her over anything... ah, but she tot i was a flirt.. i mean come on, bev a flirt?? just coz i hang out with guys and get along with them betta than her, she gets jealous..oh n i did get a rose frm her 'love one' too, maybe tats another reason...haha, din really bother abt her, in fact feel quite sad for her... for she has a backstabbing 'best' frn(bbf), tats how i know all these details, in fact.. n they're still best frns now, tat poor thing, kena backstab dunno how many times still dunno is her 'close' frn who is doing it.
tis bbf oso did bitch abt a girl who was dating someone close to her, saying he was worth much more than the girl.. she hated that girl but acted all nice abt the whole relationship n cheered secretly when it was over, she din agree to them being godbro n godsis after tat either saying that the girl was being possessive, when in actual fact, it was herself being possessive. oh n in case u're wondering, they're still 'gd' frns... aww, poor C*, she din noe how much her buddy was rooting for her relationship to fail... tis bbf was a born hypocrite, check out the net or emails or frnster even, the list that says that ur character is like the 1st letter of ur name, just find the letter that signifies 'hypocrite'... its true..
she secretly celebrated b'dae parties of ppl closed to her ENEMY(obviously din invite the enemy for hurtful reasons duh) but forgot abt the ppl who were actually close to HER... she had G* help her too becoz she was the 'oh so helpless' sneaky evil little 'creature'... alot of ppl were on her side, believed every word she said, it was a sad scene really..
maybe some of u by tis pt know whom im talking abt since it is kinda obvious to those frm jw, u dun have to believe me, but tis was my feelings in sec 3 and thus explained why i hated going thru sec 4 and desperately wanted out of jwss tat i dsa-ed into CJ in june 2006, i needed to know tat i was going to a sch where i had ppl i can count on frm lasalle even with all the bitching.
but i really have to thank her really, got prepared for jc life, more backstabbing, hypocritical ppl here... dun get me wrong, i love cj, but nth is ever perfect, sure got crappy ppl, alot of whom resides in drama... but all politics can be handled just as long as i have God in my life..(lucky im in legion)
ppl always ask me why i get digusted when others sae im like a crazy ij girl, well, its coz most of the ij girls i know ARE backstabbing, hypocritical ppl, of coz there are exceptions like gab, pheebs, mel... but the rest really fits the bill... *ahem* that is y my dear godbro if u have read up to here, i was against f....*
i am super tired of working with tat person as the head, i have been 2nd in command before, but all my heads, presidents were doing work, hard work, they do excellent collaboration and know the strengths of those below them to aid the progress of any event, if she gives the excuse that jc is diff frm sec, den someone pls ask her to look at legion, or hockey(i was tinkin how ming n ry complemented each other). there are also too many neutrals in the exco positions tat its getting sad already...
aside frm tat, i do love where i am now, with 11 yrs pals josh n benji, n new frns like gab, pheebs, matt and jas, i do feel tat i can get thru all bitching easier...
'lao pa' asked me why i nw so sentimental, well i guessed i've grown up, my thoughts have matured even though it may seem i havent(i will still act like the kid in me:) ), still usually smiling and jovial with hardly the energy to be angry for longer than a dae. but... tats me.
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